Starlings on a telephone wire

Poem

Lullaby

Fall 2023

By John James

For Wendell

 

Algae pushes north 
 
and further north. 
 
The plankton follows,  
 
and with it, a biome  
 
 
 
of multifarious  
 
sea creatures: microbes,  
 
mollusks. Charismatic  
 
megafauna. All of them  
 
 
 
now breed at higher latitude, 
 
which means the things  
 
that bred at that higher latitude  
 
now breed elsewhere 
 
 
 
and elsewhere 
 
eat. I linger at the end, 
 
the edge of it. I tread  
 
the precipice  
 
 
 
of the abyss. It is Friday,  
 
early, and my son  
 
is newly born. In the dark 
 
he coos and grunts. The slowing  
 
 
 
stream of morning  
 
news murmurs in his ear.  
 
It cradles him  
 
in a sound, like some  
 
 
 
object of history.  
 
Outside, berry brambles  
 
glisten in an almost  
 
absent wind, here  
 

 

and there starting up  

 
to toss pollen from a node. 
 
The starlings, always  
 
starlings, tighten 
 
 
 
like fists along a strand  
 
of telephone wire.   
 
My son, he’s sucking  
 
on my finger. He’s looking  
 
 
 
up at me with two bulbous 
 
slate gray eyes that hardly  
 
let me scrawl these words.  
 
I think of the beluga 
 
 
 
whale stitched on his shirt, the fishy 
 
taste of the milk it feeds  
 
its own young, born in warmer  
 
waters, which push them  
 
 
 
toward the pole. Here, sun  
 
pummels the windows  
 
and the exposed planks of the house,  
 
summons tiny seedlings 
 
 
 
from the mud. It desiccates  
 
the herbs left hanging  
 
on the porch. My son  
 
writhes in my arm, a single  
 
 
 
muscle almost, slacking  
 
and contracting as he throws  
 
another wail. The end, it’s moving  
 
toward us. His future’s set 
 
 
 
in an unreadable script.  
 
Through glass 
 
I watch starlings shuffle  
 
and depart, displace  
 

 

grubworms from the dirt.  

 
My neighbor shaves  
 
a bristlecone pine toppled 
 
in the morning heat. He drops  
 
 
 
the limbs in piles  
 
and soaks the wood in flame.  
 
Somewhere in the distance 
 
plankton colonies dissolve.  
 
 
 
Whales go with them.  
 
The oak trees  
 
burn in Spain. My son  
 
rolls his eyes over curtains 
 
 
 
and patterned sheets, gazes  
 
at the azure 
 
light of the TV. At his lips,  
 
a milky bubble. He moves  
 
 
 
his tiny head. He dozes  
 
to the changeless whir  
 
of the machine, gogging, I presume,  
 
at its slow and secret ministry.  
 
 
John James, who teaches creative writing at Bellarmine, is the author of The Milk Hours (Milkweed, 2019), selected by Henri Cole for the Max Ritvo Poetry Prize, as well as two chapbooks, most recently Winter, Glossolalia (Black Spring, 2022). His poems appear in Boston Review, Kenyon Review, Gulf Coast, Best American Poetry and elsewhere. This poem, "Lullaby," received the Treehouse Climate Action Poem Prize, issued by the Academy of American Poets. James is completing his Ph.D. in English at UC Berkeley.  

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